Di Indo! (Lagi)

Di Indo lagii gueee. buat sampe tanggal 17 januari dari tanggal 27 desember kmaren. Kmaren 5 hari dari tanggal 22-27 desember gw sama si om prast dan nyah dewi ke malay. Selain dapet belanjaan gratis, gw dapet pacar gratis. hahah. Yeeee! Bagusnya lagi, gw jadi tanggal 26 desember, dan 27 nya gw pesawat pagi jam 9. Shitty shit. Cuma ada sehari doang gw bareng nya. Salah gw? Tentu tidak. Si Oknum, Muhammad Haikal, mau nya ngmg tanggal 26. Ya jadi nya gitu itu. Baru sehari udah gw tinggal.

Gw di Indo dia di Malay, berat cing di ongkos. Kalo pake skype si masih gapapa, lah ini si eckels nya orang sibuk. Ya mau ga mau kali pake hp, ehh ampuuun. hahahahah. keplek gw lama lama. Ini juga lagi sms an, si aii mau kalo tidur pas subuh, bangun pas orang2 pada siap2 mau nge-nap. Allahu akbaaar. Sadarlah kamu!

L.O.V.E = LOVE. what a critical word.

Yeah, LOVE. Many people said, "I Love You". Either they mean it or not. My cousin just said that words to me,which makes me realize to start to understand the meaning of LOVE itself. It's just like, easy for some people to say "I Love You" to others, but why do they do that? What is love actually? Is that something that you can easily said even when you don't really understand its true meaning? I was asking myself as well, about what LOVE is. Love is when you care about someone, you want to protect someone, you want to be that someone's sword and shield, you adore someone, and 1 more crucial thing "when you want someone to be happy", that is what i called LOVE. Generally, that's what i called LOVE.

It seems easy yet so difficult. Like the ol man always says, easier said than done. You can easily say "I LOVE You" to someone, yet sometimes you don't even know how to express your love to the beloved. Even when we want to express it, we can't decide it to be right or wrong to the loved ones.

Those are my opinions though. Feel free to give any critics. =D

Think Less. Talk More.

I've been thinking up till now that I'm better off this way, with my way of thinking to live my complicated life. Yeah, i've been living with this perception of mine since.. I can't even remember since when did I get this kind of way of living. Think Less and Talk More. Personally, I've tried to think more and talk less. And it just couldn't suit me at all. I do felt some positive advantages though. Like when I talked to someone, I actually thought about how would she/he feels when i said something. It's not really comfy to me honestly. And I do give some time to actually think about how if i think more and talk less. Actually, it helps me to relieve any stress occured, and also conducts some positive spontanious acts. Not all positive, but I eventually could say something natural, and it comes straight from my head. It's kinda risky though, remembering that I wouldn't ever think of some other people's feeling who were talking to me. There's always been a or some possibility(es), that if I said soemthing wrong, it would just hurt their feelings

Mama... Oh Mama... WHY?!

Wow, another hectic day passed! Gw masih di indo, di pangkuan orang tua gw yang nyaman dan asrii. Lammaaaa banget gw ga nge update blog di karenakan kelalaian gw dan sibuuk giler. Gw sibuk leha leha di rumah, nonton tipi ampe ingusan, nyanyi2 teriak2 sampe bikin telinga bibi gw dengung, sampeeeeeee akhirnya gw disuru les setir, LAGI, sama nyokap. Private loh ya bok, sama nyokap gw... Nyokap gw yang parno an, fobia sama... hampir apa aja, ngajarin gw buat nyetir LAGI, mau ga mau.
Semuaaa berawaaal dari harii apa ya gw lupa... beberapa hari yang lalu, gw nganterin nyokap gw ke Semarang bawah buat ambil pesenan langganan tupperware nyokap gw. Udah aman bener deh pokoknya, gw tenang, mantap, siaga, dan siap untuk menunaikan ibadah haji. Nyokap gw juga biasa2, biasa komat kamit kalo dia masuk mobil yang gw setirin. Udah nyampe semarang bawah, udah slese bisnis nyokap gw itu, pas mau balik ke rumah, baruuuu nancep dikit gas nya, eh gw di selip dari kiri sama ANGKOT GOBLOK pas gw lagi mau ngarah ke jalur kiri. Gw udah nyalain lampu sen juga, masiiih aja di berakotin sama itu ANGKOT MURTAD. Gw ga jadi ambil kiri, langsung terus aja, gw nyelip si ANGKOT BIADAB itu sambil nge-honk, ngliat ke sopir ANGKOT PANTIAK itu gw ngomel2 di dalem, ngata2in se bisa2 nya. Nyokap gw, yang tau nya gw anak bae2, rajin menabung dan pintar mencari suami ini, syok deh kayaknya. She said that i need to learn more about anger management while driving and carrying someone or something with me.
Yah maaaaaaaaaann, dari situuu gw yang akhirnya belajar nyetir LAGI hari ini. Gw capeeeek, karna nyokap gw sekalian minta di anter ksana kemariii. Mana kuping gw udah penuuuh sama pekikan nyokap gw. Gw kasi cuplikan percakapan gw sama nyokap gw.

Nyokap Gw Yang Parnoannya Ampun Ampun (NGYPAA) : "Did, nyetir itu yang ati2, tenang gitu loh.. kaya mama.. tenang... smooth, jangan kaya monyet di kasi kesemek."
Ninda Yang Innocent Dan Lucu Abis Gila Banget (NYIDLAGB) : "Lah mah, kalo nyetir kaya mama, nyampe nya kapaaaan? keburu tua di mobil aku mah"
NGYPAA : "ya bagus dong, ntar kalo kamu tua nya di mobil, mama jadi ga repot ngadepin sifat kamu yang masih kaya anak kecil. jumpalitan sana sini kaya anak gorilla"
NYIDLAGB : "anak gorilla? mamah dong Gorilla nya"
NGYPAA : "kamu ya di bilangin baik2 malah bilangin mama gorilla. bener kan yang mama bilang, kamu jangan masuk APIIT"
NYIDLAGB : ........... (gw ga bisa ngmg apa2 lagi.gw ga ngerti hubungan gorilla2 yang sebenernya ga berdosa ini sama APIIT)
NGYPAA : "didaaaaaaaa! becaaaaaakk!!! (fyi, nyokap gw takut gila sama becak)"
NYIDLAGB : ..... *diem*.... "mah... becaknya di seberang jalan mah... di jalur sebelah situ"
NGYPAA : "iya kok, mama tau"
NYIDLAGB : ..... (Sekali lagi gw dibikin diem sama nyokap gw....)

Well, that's what happened today. Gw capek parah gila. Pulsa Tiris. Dompet Menipis. Harga Diri Terkikis. Dan belom terkena sipilis. Oh ya, tadi bokap gw ke kamar, ngomongin masalah "calon suami" gw yang masih abstrak dan kontemporer. Oh dad, i reallyyyyyy don't have any interest about marriage for the time being. I AM interested in a guy, but... doesn't mean that he has to be my future husband! Tapi kalo iya juga gapapa deng yaaaaa. hahahah.

Well, that's all folks for today. hehe. =)

pagi gw yang tolol dan ricuh.

haaaaaaaaaaayy!
gw kurang tidur lho sodara sodara. ceritanya gw nungguin temen gw baliik ke habitatnya. dan sampe jam sgini dia belom available di msn gw. semoga tidak terjadi apa2. amin. gw bangun kepagian tadi pagi, and i ended up chatting sama dindy tentang rambut barunya yang kaya "chacha-lo-emam-nih" dan abang IKAL (webcam dan chatting yang bikin pipi gw kram). hahaha. dan ga ada yang spesial sampe sekitar STENGAH JAM YANG LALU. maaf lebay pake caps.
tapi kabar yang bakal gw sampein ini, lebih oke daripada Guruh Soekarno Poetra yang macarin cewe yang umurnya "mending-jadi-anaknya-aja".
gw punya temen smp cewe sekelas, sebut saja "Bunga". nah si bunga ini, ada di friendlist facebook gw, yang bisa lo temuin di facebook.. (okay, that's weird). dan gw, sekitar stngah jam yang lalu, chat sama dia di facebook. gw tanggepin, ngobrol lah kaya cewe2 biasa. dan ternyata saudara saudara, dia confess ke gw. and she wants me to be her girlfriend. gw diem. gw FRIGID. trakhir gw liat badan dia..dia sih ada organ2 vital cewe. maksud gw, gw liat pas pelajaran P.E.. dan ternyata oh ternyata... dia bukan biseksual,melainkan... homoseksual. dia cuma suka cewe dan despise cowo. oh well... that's okay with me since i'm quartsex myself (cowo,cewe,hewan dan tumbuhan). okay, i was kidding. and unfortunately, gw musi reject dia. not because she's a lez, but i barely have any feeling towards her.
hmm.. bukan brarti gw nge diskriminasi kaum2 itu, tapi disini gw nyoba buat jadi lebih realistis. i do understand that... the relationship between "her-and-her" won't last long and it'll go nowhere. well, it's pretty much my opinion though.. no offence. hah~ that conclude my bumpy morning..

p.s : kaki gw ga bisa di ajak kompromi buat mandi.. periiihh. oh ayah oh ibu.. *sobbing*, dengkul gw throbbing ga selese2 abis mandi.

welkom welkom.

yafoooo!
my first fresh-made-burnt-to-crisp blog!
gw bikin blog gara2 terinspirasii sama temen gw bernama "FATHIA NOVERIKA AYUSAR" yang ngajariin gw kalo diary itu udah siti nurbaya banget deh.
jadii berpindahlah gw ksinii. walo sebenernya gw ga demen2 amat sama yang namanya "diary". karna stiap gw punya diary, itu selalu tebel, dan selalu lupa gw isi.. so gw bukan tipe yang terlalu fond of nulis diary. dan di blog gw yang baru ini, gw pengen ngasii tau apa aja yang "HAPPENING-JENG-JENG-JENG-JENG" di hari2 gw yang emang suka abnormal.
hehehe. BAIKLAH, jantungku berdegup cap cip cup belalang kuncup.
mariiii!